There Is No Right Answer

I'm discovering....well, maybe acknowledging is a more appropriate word, that I do not handle ambiguity well. The definition of Maximizer (according to Strengths Finder) states: excellent, not average, is your measure. However, if I don't know what excellence is or even what average is, my mind begins to spin, whirling to overload (also thanks to Ideation and Input) to the point that I am like a tornado spinning myself out.

I wrote Alex today describing why I think I'm struggling with Qualitative. I think it's because I do not know where the "good" or "great" lines are so I can't determine how to be excellent. And if I can't be excellent then I just want to take my toys and go home.  What a big baby I am!  

It's a journey.  Sometimes I miss the days of throwing myself on the floor, kicking, screaming, and crying until I get some consolation! HA!